WAAA!

My skin is crawling. DO any of you ever get that? If anything touches it it feels as though my skin is trying to run away from the touch. I Am cold and i havent stepped outside into the freezing weather yet my face feels hot. My throat is killing me and my nose occasionally gets all stuffed up. It hurts to eat so i have had very little today and i agreed to take someones shift tonight. Thats not the worst of it. I am in charge of a youth retreat that starts tomorrow and if i feel like this it is going to suck so much. All i want is to snuggle in bed with company and just listen to them or sleep knowing they are there...

I am currently wearing my tuque inside as well as two shirts and a blanket, tights and pants (which are fleece) and socks and i am still cold. Im not walking to work tonight. I refuse. I will spoil myself (tho not too much) by taking the bus to work. It means i get an extra 20 mins at home where i can be at least warmer then i fear outside will be.

I want to eat but i dont. Everytime i think of food it makes me feel sick yet i am hungry. I had soup today. It still hurt going down but not as much as what a bagel would do i bet. And i am talking semi funny. And you k now sick breath? i have it. If you dont know what it is its gross. And no matter how often i brush it stays. thinking makes me want to cry.

Im gonna go put more layers on.